[Louis continues to struggle with this revelation. Even if it was simply a blip in their history, Louis has become even more unable to forgive himself, despite Lestat's offer of forgiveness.]
I don't despise you. [Louis coughs, managing to clear his throat when Lestat strokes a hand over his hair.
Of course there were irritations, his long recovery after the fall, but bringing Lestat back into their house had been one of their better moments. Or should have. He always felt second to Antoinette, like nothing he did could get the attention he wanted. Even more so, with time and distance, any anger toward Lestat has dimmed into guilt.]
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I don't despise you. [Louis coughs, managing to clear his throat when Lestat strokes a hand over his hair.
Of course there were irritations, his long recovery after the fall, but bringing Lestat back into their house had been one of their better moments. Or should have. He always felt second to Antoinette, like nothing he did could get the attention he wanted. Even more so, with time and distance, any anger toward Lestat has dimmed into guilt.]